Thursday night, Bar-Celona

Things aren't always beautiful

0728hrs: If I were a millionaire I'd travel around the world, I'd go to all the places that I could possibly go in a lifetime. And if I were a billionaire, I'd want to be launched into space, I'd visit every planet possible, engrave my name and take a piss on every planet I'd have landed on and witness the greatness of Mother Nature from millions of miles away from earth. But I only had million-hairs, and most of them are curly- that's gonna bring me nowhere.

There are places though I'd really wish I could visit, and here goes the top 3 destination I'd die to go:

1. Barcelona, Spain











2. Rio de Janeiro, Brazil





















3. Rome, Italy





















And thus, I'm offering an once-in-a-lifetime limited time offer to sell off all my million-hairs for a million ringgit to fund myself for this dream vacation. Please, please feel free to contact me if any part of my hairs is to any of your interest (the curly ones are best sellers).

Alright, so I've made a ridiculous offer and I know I'm just trying way too hard now. This is all because of a random conversation about traveling with a friend yesterday and I couldn't remember how we ended up talking about beaches and places we wanted to go, over a dinner. I'd have to admit it is such a delectable feeling to be dreaming at times, especially at times when you so desperately need a getaway.

Ironically, after all the mesmerizing thoughts of traveling, I made my way to Bar-Celona on the night itself. No, it's not the one in Spain, I'm talking about the one located next to Sunway Lagoon theme park. I joined my batch mate and his elder brother who were there since 2130hrs, and I arrived at 2300hrs. There were two more ladies present to my surprise, and they're apparently at their early thirties who happened to be my mate's ex-colleague. We briefly introduced ourselves, and that was about it, we never really strike any conversation after that besides randomly taking some pictures together.

I wasn't really in the mood for clubs or drinking that night though it was ladies' night, what I really need that night was a company. I needed to get out of my hole, and stop thinking about the things I shouldn't be thinking and binging on beers wasn't really my sort, but I thought it could really help me falling into a coma later. I was wrong. The sun rose, workers began renovation work on the house directly behind mine and I was nowhere near falling asleep. I hate to admit, but I'm really beginning to worry that I've a sleeping disorder.

Welcome back

She never fails to make me smile =)

0433hrs : In another few hours, I would be back to the place I've thought I'd never miss. Irony that's what I called it. The thought of going back there gives me a mix feeling, on on hand I'm looking forward to it and on the other I dread to be there- which is kinda weird feeling.

The alarm was supposed to go off at 0500hrs and I beat the alarm today which is something I have not achieved long time ago. Things weren't the same as they used to be, and I ain't getting use to that. Waking up in the middle of the night is one of them, and I hate it when I can't go back to sleep. I can't deny that something has been bothering me in a while- I have feared the thought of losing something, and the fear becomes stronger when I fear losing something to someone.

In the next tow days, I'll be installed with a wing, pinned on my chest, to remind me again of my goals and dreams that made me who I am today. I'd really wish all my family and friends could witness the installation but unfortunately it has to be on a Monday-- but the one i hope most would turn up, couldn't be there.

Riding the storm

Life is like an escalator, full of ups and downs

0407hrs : Finally after almost two months, I’m back writing again. I’ve yet to sort out all the pictures for the making of my baby and post it up here. Be patient with me, as to all good things come to those who wait - I’ll bet you’ll love her too.

Things haven’t been as clear as they should. It’s like flying through a cumulonimbus cloud, the updraft and downdraft kept pushing you around blindly like a spinning washing machine, without knowing when it is going to end. But it is through riding this storm that taught me something new, that no matter how insignificant you may seem to someone, there is always someone else that you meant the world to- and my dream is to find these people that I’m significant to, put them by my side so that they know I’d their backs too.

Happy Valentine’s Day y’all